I sit on my bed, thoughts running though my head
With a knife in one head and pills in the other
I write a note to my family telling them how much I love them
Telling them how its my time to go.
If only if people could understand me
If only if they could understand what im going though
But the dont, they will never understand a messed up girl like me
I feel so tired of life
I just want to quit
I wanna end this horrible nightmare
Really quick!
This aint just a poem
Its how im feeling right now
I feel so messed up
I think I need some help!
