I sit here,
Hurting...
Crying....
Dieing inside..
Wondering if i should take my life..
Because no one cares..
No one is even here...
And I bet if I died no one would even shed a tear...
Why can\\\'t I be a normal girl?
With a normal life?
A girl that\\\'s got a caring family..
And amazing friends...
Why do I have to tear my skin..
To take away all of this pain..
That runs through each vein...
And why can\\\'t it just all go down the drain???
Why can\\\'t I just have someone to love me?
Someone to hold me?
Someone I can keep?
Someone to love me for who I am and not who I pretend to be?...
Why can\\\'t I just have somone that cares about me?
Why does eerything get tooken away from me?
Why can\\\'t I have something that will be mine till the end of time..?
Why can\\\'t I ever stop hurting...?
