Another day and I'm on my own.
No one except me at home.
Best friend's out,
With the girl she "hates".
Boyfriend's disappeared,
To see his "mates".
Starting to feel like not a soul cares,
Cause when I need them they're not there.
At least I've learnt what before was unknown,
There's nothing worse than being alone.
Another day and my heart's been broken.
Shattered by words so cruelly spoken.
He simply tells me,
He's had an affair.
I beg but he just says,
Life's not fair.
I've been left hurt and crying on the ground,
By the boy i thought would not let me down.
My angel's shot me with an arrow from above,
There's nothing worse than being unloved.
Another day and I can't seem to smile.
They all say I'll be fine in a while.
They just don't understand,
The pain that I feel.
They don't seem to see,
That the tears - they're all real.
Trapped in a cycle of despair and depression,
Taking over my mind, becoming an obsession.
I want someone to stop me from feeling so sad,
There's nothing worse than hurting this bad.
Another day and I wish I were dead.
Keep holding the gun close to my head.
Imagining the pain,
Gone in a flash.
A packet of pills:
A razor blade slash.
Holding onto nothing, and wishing it were more,
As I sit shaking on the bathroom floor.
I pull out the letter, and seal it with a kiss,
I'm sorry, there was nothing worse than a life like this.
