Judgment, sadness, anger overwhelm me,
Within the darkness you do not see,
Within the darkness inside my mind,
And yet your light I cannot find.
Smiles, laughter all I never knew,
Inside the love I found within you,
I learnt to love, learnt to care,
Learnt a feeling I never knew was there.
Sickness, guilt,
Is what I feel,
Cutting at the happiness I thought was real,
The happiness you made me believe in,
Your love consumes me in ultimate sin,
Yet I still love you...
