You told me you cared.It turned out to be a lie.When I needed you most,you left me to die.You never once offered a helping hand.I had to fall.You got to stand.And as you stood,you watched me fall.You ignored my pleas.You laughed at my calls.I'm now forsaken in the darkness.Consumed by my pain.I lost the fight long ago to keep my mind sane.I'm long forgotten.My only companion being sorrowl.With these thoughts and this knife,dont count on me being alive tomorrow.I'm lost in the darkness.It's so dark and cold.I could do nothing but watch as my life began to unfold.I cut for relief.I scream and I bleed.Why do you keep me chained to this Earth when it's now death I so desperately need?I cry every damned night! Alone with the taunting voices in my head!Because of all this chaos my knife has been stained red.I'm bleeding....bleeding alone with no-one to care.All this life gives me now is pain I cant bare.I need relief! I cant stand this any longer! I now grow weak as my pain grows stronger!This need for death is growing...growing.I soon shall be dead with no-one knowing.Color and joy have long forsaken my life.The only joy I now find is relief by the knife.My soul is now gray,slashed and tattered.My heart is now broken.....Broken and Shattered.
