Daddy's unwanted little girl

I wish i could say that
that i was a daddies girl
but i`m not am i father?
i`ve never had you around to know who i am

you left when i was a baby
you never came back to see me teethe, or to see me walk
you never saw my first smile

although to you i wouldn\'t smile
NEVER

you came to see me once when i was 3
you said you never wanted me,
well i don\'t want you too!

once i dreamt about you turning up to walk me down the aisle
but not any more, i don\'t care about you
its your loss

your missing out on such a beautiful and fabulous daughter,
you would be a lucky man to know me
but your not going to get the chance!

i hate you for what you did to my mum and me
left her on her own with a three week old baby, who does that!

your a coward father, a COWARD!

and to be honest, i would be ashamed to call you father
you have never done anything to help us

all the pain you caused
all the nights i thought about you, wishing i had you to tuck me up in bed, to read me a bed time story, the hurt was unbearable, but
not now

i`ve grown stronger without your love
and i don\'t want it any more, at first i did, but not now

Abi Jones x

to all those father that have left their children, you just cant imagine all the pain you have caused