Its hard to sit and observe
my life slipping from me
and yet i can do no more
i cannot stop this feeling
falling through the darkness
looking for love
calling for help
searching for strength
but no one answers
no one even hears
and if they did,
would they care?
i find myself staring off
wondering what it feels like
to be happy, to be free
from the shackles of my mind
but i cant comprehend
anything but this
its all ive ever known
all ive ever felt is empty
then i stare into the night
silent and deadly
pondering on death
maybe it can be a happy place
where i would be accepted
where i would be loved
maybe i will go there....
