Your my life that i lost
ur just a dream that never comes true
ur just a vission of lies that always following me in my nightmares
u,ll never be the one i want u to be
u always give me pain only pain
in the time i need something to be with me beside of me
u always let me down when i expect
that there will be some one to catch me
evertime i look into ur eyes i see a words shaped whys
i still wonder why u always lie
why u cant be honest with me
i hate my incomplet life that i live
its always break me down when i think it gets better
but why its should be me always
am tired of writing my pain on papers
this time i want to try it on my wrist
its would be much useful its will show me if am really alive
its will explain all my question that swiming in my empty mind
its will kill the the pain that never gone before
i still bleeding but no one cares everytime i look into the mirror
i can,t see my self i see a hopeless ghoust
my bright smile has gone the joy been killed
since along time ago its wont be ok as it was before
now am old its hard to look back to the mistakes i made
and am so tired i cant keep going on i wish that an angel come
and take my dead soul somewher , somewher light and bright
somewher to take me out of my dark cage
but am sure tomorrow i,ll wake to see the sun rising trought my window
but i wont be alive !!!!!!
