Blinded

The water cold,
the thoughts colder
the wind blowing
every inch of sanity off me

The days linger
longer, never ending
wake up to your death
never want to wake again

For all the pain in the world
I feel it
my heart beats less than before
nothing to beat for

I look for you in crowds
Cant find you
i still think i will
blinded by pain

Insanity, your gone
I lay my head on your coffin
But do I know
Ailing.....

My heart pains me
never felt this before
feelings so strong
Succumbing to pain

i can hope to heal
doubtful
wounds leaves scars
that i can see everywhere