Should i?

I sit here staring at the phone
Debating with myself
Should I call him?
Or should I keep his number stored on the shelf

Was there a reason he gave me his number?
Did he actually expect me to call?
I'm afraid that he wont catch me
If I ever begin to fall

Was he just being nice?
Or does he love me like I love him
Should I tell him what I feel?
Or keep it locked in?

I feel some kind of shock
It ignites through my soul
I love the feeling I have
But somehow it starts to feel old

These feelings are being caged
They wont come out of my mind
I want to tell him so bad
But I decide to leave the thought behind

Wont it ruin our friendship
Damage everything we had
Would he love me right back?
Or would it be a good friendship gone bad?

Im to afraid
Im to scared
I dont want to lose
Everything weve shared.

I love him
But it will have to go on unspoken
Because im so sick of becoming the one
Who always gets heartbroken.