Dear God, You ruined my life.

-never forget, god hasnt finished with me yet.-

God can you hear me scream
theese prayers must not be enough
i come home crying everyday
pretending to act tough.

No one seems to understand
this life im goin through
never seems to be enough
for him, or me , or you.

the fam thinks im physco
yet they dont see me cry
they think that im a gothic freak
i think they wish i would die

Im wishing i could change
Im wishing to be me
i just cant help but wonder
when they\'ll finally see

the girl they think is me
is just a simple fake
the make-up put on my face
makes people call me caked.

maybe i should say goodbye
i dont think that they\'ll care
besides im just a girl
another to despair.