Only a few hours I gave in to you, I let you win.
I was scared, upset and you pushed me too far.
To me, giving in was the last resort.
I felt there was nothing else I could do.
But of course there was one thing you wanted,
Me to do more than anything, so I did it.
But once I had done it, nothing had changed.
You were still there, stronger than before.
Because I had fallen into your trap once more.
You cause me so much pain but I know
I don't have to keep you.
So, if I can say that, why can't i believe it when I need to?
But I can say that you won't always win.
If i ignore Your presence in my life
And think back to where i was six months ago
You had all control over me
But now I can beat you, and I'm going to.
I know you'll try all your old tricks and maybe,
Even some new ones.
To break me down again.
But I will beat you because I know i can,
Be stronger than you.
As you're not even real,
But I am.
