Grandma

I never imagined my life without you
especially since your gone,
reminiscing of our fun days
and how you were with me all along.

i always see your picture
as i lay in bed,
so many thoughts come back
and memories run through my head.

i try to put a smile
but i know its all a lie,
because deep inside i know
all i want to do is cry.

so everyday i sit there
with your picture in my hand
wondering why god took you
trying my best to understand.

maybe if he would've known
that i could have cried everyday,
he would have spared your life
and given you another day.

a day to show you that we love you
a day to show you that we care,
a day to get ready
a day to prepare.

then maybe when you left it wouldn't have hurt so bad,
and losing you
wouldn't have made me so sad.

even though your gone
and my heart was split and two,
no one will ever replace you
because I'll always love you.