To My Mother

I see you suffering.
I can feel your pain.
I'm sorry I can't be much help.
I want to be there for you.
I want to give you my full support.
But I'm just a child.
You probably think I don't understand
But I do.
I'm sorry you're going through all this
I can't believe you can
But I'm very gald you are.
If I was you
I wouldn't be able to take it
I'm not as strong as you are.
I can see you holding in your tears
I want to tell you to just let them out
But I just don't think you'll understand.
I feel your pain too...
I wish you knew.
You think you don't have anyone on your side
But I'm always there.
You're the only side I'm on.
I wouldn't be here today
Without you mom
I love you
And I just wish I could do more.
I know I'm not the best daughter.
I whine and complain.
I hardly listen, do I?
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for giving you the extra pain.
The stress I give you
The unecessary junk.
I'm so sorry
For not being much help.
Even though the world has turned it's back on you
I haven't and I never will.
I don't know how I'll go on
If you do give up...
I don't think I can.
And I don't think I will.
Just please don't give up on yourself
And please know...
Even if you give up
I won't...
I'll keep pushing you..
I'll keep you going.
You say no one is on your side
But the only side I'm on is yours.
Be strong.
I know you are
But be stronger!
Be the tiger you are
Be the Queen
And rule over
You have the capability
You just don't know it.
I love you mom...
And please remember that.
Even when I'm being a stupid baby...