Understand

You don't know how I feel,
how I feel at all,
locked up inside,
always feeling small,
I have felt hatred,
hatred rise up on me,
sometimes I just can't think,
I don't know what I should be,
I'm so smart to kill myself,
to hurt myself in life,
stabbing me a hundred times,
with my silver knife,
people keep helping me,
helping me hand in hand,
but there is no chance,
a chance for me understand.