Mother

It hurts everyday when I don't see your face

How could you leave me knowing I was so sick

Bouncing from house to house is that what you wanted for me?

Why did you even have me you should of just got rid of me

I only wanted to know that you atleast cared about me

But you never called and when you do I don't believe its because you really missed me

I can never be right in your eyes
its makes me sick just knowing you always doubt me

When can you ever just be happy for me?

Your so far away and I never see you, doesn't that mean anything to you??

I'm alone in this world nowhere to turn

Everywhere I look kids got there moms and I don't have you to hold me not even for one day

I'm tired of going through mothers day without you

I swear when I have my kids I'm gonna be a better mother then you

And when my kids ask wheres grandma, you guys never talk?

I'm going tell them the truth mom

That the day you had me you never really loved me and the day you left me you never really planed to come back for me

And now that I'm not your responsible

You are living life happily.