Easy

Oh my god,
i trusted him,

what a fool i am,
but what did i expect he was just a man,

i should have seen this all before i began,
but i didn't so here i am,

i asked you to fix me,
but you just twisted me,

it wasn't the 1st time i was used,
it won't be the last abuse,

Don't feel sorry for your self,
Ive always wished i was someone Else,

you have no blame on your shoulders,
no regrets, and so many 2nd beholders.

i wasn't the sharpest tool in shed,
thats why my eyes bled,

but while they were bled u walked in,
and i thought that was the end,

the end of the torment,
the end of the pain,
but it just seems to get worser each and everyday,

who are you to think your better,
did you really think i could keep it together?

maybe I'm going over board,
cause you haven't said NE thing,
and maybe these voices i should ignore?

Ive gotten in a bundle and i cant get out,
i fell for him,
as soon as he pulled out,

i don't want to handle all this pain,
but i wont let it slip down the drain,

it was one step to better,
and 3 steps back,
what is it that i lacked?

Can i change myself now?
or is it to late?
I'd do anything you would say,

why did i fall?
why didn't my heart say nething at all,

just tell me the truth,
am i really that easy to use?