Wanted dead or alive

You wanted a suicide?

Well here's mine,

Yes it was planed and i wont lie,

And never ask me why,

Now i know you wanted my to cry,

You never cared,

and i thought u would have been here,

But your not,

So ill be aware,

As all these people stair,

Like they all knew you'd never be here,

I promised my hearts i wouldn't

My brain told me i couldn't

And i believe you when i shouldn't

Back to the suicide,

Ill tell it all,

and ill never Deni

I want you to know it all,

So here i go,

The scars you saw once before,

they'll be here no more,

You left and so will i,

Don't make me tell you why,

I'll Start with a rope,

and their ill choke,

but i don't want them

to find me this way,

so slowly i unwind time,

so here I'll lay,

With my knife,

as i take my own life,

This is my sin,

Oh dear Lord please forgive,

for i gave in,

I couldn't fight,

i had no strife,

and reason to live this life,

I wont lie to you lord,

I came unglued,

and i knew i was threw,

But now i know I'm going to hell,

So ill burn my own way

so you can just listen to me as i yell,

What was is so sad,

is that you lied,

When i trust,

you let me bust,

so this is it,

you wanted a suicide

so here is mine!!!

~!~ Brandice Parker~!~