You made me slip

(about a boyfreind who gets angry his girl cuts...but little does he know, he is the reason)

Sweetheart, please dont be mad at me
im sorry I didnt come to you for help
thats why last night, with the blade, I dealt.

I know you say you`ll always be there
but I get nervous of what to say
and last night I felt too ashamed to call
so I just bled, and said a goodnight prayer
Im sorry you had to see my cuts today.

Im so sorry I didnt put the blade down
and think of you and how happy we are
but..I had no one to help, no one was around
now today you have to see more growing scars.

Sweetheart I love you so much
im so sorry I cut again
id still prefer your hands, over that blades touch
please heal my cuts so they wont be there till the end.

I was weak last night
and to the blade, I lost the fight
I know I promised to stop
but the blood won, to the floor I dropped.

What? You dont trust me anymore?
Sweetheart please trust me after this
its okay, they`ll go away. Besides, its just my wrist
you dont want to stay in this relationship?
it was never my depression...
It was always YOU that made me want to grab the blade
and on my wrist slip!!