Last Goodbyes

I don't know how I should feel but what I know is it can't be real
Theres no way you would do that to me
I must be blind cause I cannot see
Are you really capable of a crime so bad, or is it all lies thats making me sad
I don't know, I'm so confused I just don't know what I should do
I try to be strong but theres no use
I keep getting weak from all the abuse
Now I'm stuck I don't know where I am
But I'm losing my breath with all of this sand
I can hear voices and so many cries
The sounds of pain when somebody dies
I try to cry out so they can hear
but I sound so far and not so near
Then I remember where I am I'm under the world trapped in the sand
Flashbacks come to mind as I now see the person who put me
here cannot be
It was you that dreadful night where you hit me so badly I couldn't put up a fight
You went to the room and grabbed your gun cause you had to finish what you've begun
Now I know the voices and cries its the sounds of my family saying their last goodbyes.

This poem is for women that are in abusive relationships. I know how hard it is to get out. You just have to get courage and leave before its too late.