I wish I could unlove you

So much for friends forever hey?
We didn’t even make it a full 2 years
I wish that last fight could have been taken back
I wish we could take back those last set of tears

It seems like after that argument
After our planned vacation went down the drain
Our friendship wasn’t as strong as it was
Nothing seemed to be the same

I have been having fun with these new girls I met
I told myself this summer I wouldn’t worry about you
Since it seems like your to busy to call me
So I’ll stick with the friends that do

But I happened to stumble upon some notes
I happened to stumble upon pictures of us
I happened to read some old cards you gave me
Saying, “I’m so glad I found a friend I could trust”

No doubt you can always trust me
And I’ll be honest I have trust in you as well
I’ve just decided to let our friendship run dry
Because you were never there when all my midnight tears fell

You never cared about poems I’d write for you
They were “boring” and not “worth” your time
I’m so sorry my talent wasn’t good enough for you
I was only blessed with the gift to rhyme

You seem to let guys take up your time
You ditched me to many times for them
When that left me hurt and wounded in the heart
You looked at me and said “what’s the problem?”

I still stuck around though
But now I am letting you go
We were losing things in common anyway
And don’t act as if you didn’t know

When you see me in the hall in school
Don’t be surprised when you just get a smile
When you come running to me for a hug
I’ll be strong and just walk down another aisle

The only thing I have to do now
Is take your pictures out of the frame
Put someone else in the one that says “friends forever”
Because I know that girl won’t be on games

But…I can’t do it
And I punch the pillow and pull out my hair
I want to get rid of you but something stops me
I just wish I didn’t have the heart to care

I just wish I could unlove you
But when I try I’m reminded by the memories we’ve made
I try so hard to say “she doesn’t love you anymore”
So why in the heck won’t your face in my mind fade?

I may just let our friendship go
I may not talk to you anymore
But man the love I have for you won’t leave
It’s leaving my heart so weak and sore

I remember I used to pray for you
I used to pray God let us be friends forever
But obviously that won’t happen
If you and I are never together

I just wish I could unlove you
So letting you go could be easy
Maybe I can though if you call
And say that you don’t love me