I'm here once again,
feeling pain and fear.
i look at broken promises,
old thoughts portrayed on my wrists.
they are just an endless list
of frustration and anger from the past
becoming deeper and beginning to last
will it ever stop?
you send me to those places so forcefully
hoping that they may try to 'fix me'
but it wont work.
there's something inside
telling me each time
to cut, cut
cut...
it wont happen again i tell myself
one day it will come to an end
but it mite be too late by then
the problems still grow
repeatedly pour
then i wake up faint
sprawled on my bedroom floor
i cant take anymore
its happened once again
slowly drawing closer to my end...
