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by ~*Sachi*~ Jul 13, 2006 category : Love, romance / desired love
I cannot express how alone I feel. How naked. My breath you steal comes rushing back because you're simply not here with me. It catches in my throat. My brain stays afloat amidst all the worry and tears. Trying to ignore my growing fears. Every tantalizing step you take, away from me, I cannot bear to watch- it forces me to see that I need you, though I pretend I do not. I'm tired of wanting you. I really thought I could do this- but who could fathom it would be so hard- everything reminds me of you. I guess it's some cruel twist of fate. I don't want to love you yet I cannot bring myself to hate the solemness which is you. The memories, so fond, the relapses, so often. I can't believe I pawned. the love I have for you for a trouble-free life. It seems so selfish of me. If I had a knife, I don't know who I'd kill first- you or me. You for your haunting, me for my stupidity. I'm begging you now, please let me be. Your haunting is overwhelming and quite traumatizing for me. Please just leave the small room, leave me in bed to my unmistakable doom. Leave me and my tear-soaked pillow, my befuddled mind. leave me utterly alone and I think you will find someone who will love you, love you unconditionally. Someone who will love you almost as much as me.
by Tormented
Man! You are soo damn good! I love your work soooo much! You have a great talent! unlike me my poems suk anyways Keep writing xxx
by ~*Sachi*~
Thanx, nicole!