I love you but im leavin! Enjoy

Reality hit me
Just like you
So im getting over it
Im getting over you

Give me a reason
To turn my back away
Giving me silence wont help
It makes me want to stay

Im full of regret
No matter what i do
All this regret is there
Because of you

Ill never stop loving you
In my heart deep down
But i want my smile to come back
And get rid of my frown

You helped in alot of ways
But destroyed me in another
You stopped me remembering those nights
Where i felt so alone wit my mother

I donâ??t want to give up
And carry on alone
It feels like im going away
But youâ??ll always be my home

I wish you happiness
Really i do
But it hurts to think
It isnt because of me and you

I was thinking earlier
When i was told to concentrate
To consider going back to someone
That you fall your best mate

Heâ??d treat me better
Or at least try too
But i wont be happy with him
Because i only want you

Ill remember our memories
That only make me smile
Past memories they are
Because you havenâ??t made me in a while

Also ill look back on over things
Which would make me cry
Involving heartbreaking options
Were our baby had to die

You were my first love
You were my first time
You give me the reason
To make a few words into a rhyme

Ill always love you
No matter what i do
Even if im with someone
Itâ??s always going to be you

Getting on with my life
Doesnâ??t mean im forgetting about you
Youâ??ll always be apart of me
No matter what we both do

Ill think of you
When i put on a song
Ill think of you
When the line in McDonalds is long

Ill think of you
When i see a lace
Iâ??ll think of you
When im in our special place

Ill think of you
When im at home
Broken by my mum
Not wanting to be alone

Iâ??ll think of you
When life gets too much to bear
Ill pretend youâ??re here
And that you care

Wish me luck
Im givin up like a wimp
Watch my smile appear or lower
Watch my heart grow or shrink

I promise i wont be sad
I promise I wont self harm
I promise i wont be happiest
Until im in your arms

I love with all my heart
More than you could ever know
I want to stay but no-one wants me to
So i have no choice but to go.

I know this goes in nd out of Subject but enjoy n Comment plz, wud mean alot :)