Here I am, with so much on my mind
I try to write it down, but the words are hard to find
All of these feelings that are bottled up inside
The familiar feelings I have learned to hide
Each day I put a smile on my face
To hide the emptiness my heart holds
A smile that can deceive many without a trace
But never myself, for I know what's untold
Chorus:
As the shadows fall and the stars light the night sky
My smile fades as memories of him race through my mind
I hear myself silently calling out his name
But the feeling I feel is no longer the same
I listen to the teardrops falling onto the floor
Each one telling a story no one has heard before
The pain I've tried to hide, appears once again
It seems my broken heart will never mend
Since he left my world has become dim
Everything I see now are in shades of gray
I've tried telling my heart to just forget him
But I've learned it doesn't work that way
I feel so tired, I just want this all to end
But I can't let him go, I don't have the strength
As the shadows fall and the stars light the sky
My smile fades as memories of him race through my mind
I hear myself silently calling out his name
But what I feel now is no longer the same
I listen to the teardrops falling onto the floor
Each one telling a story never heard of before
The pain I have tried to hide, appears once again
How do I make this broken heart mend?
The feelings I now hold inside of me
Have become so strong I cannot control
I've tried to forget, but instead remembered slowly
The person who once made my heart whole
As the shadows fall and the stars fill the night sky
My smile fades as memories of him race through my mind
I hear myself silently calling out his name
But what I feel now is no longer the same
As the shadows fall..
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this is a song that i put together using some lines from my old poems. hope u all liked it =)
