A failure and a mess
One girl filled with nothing but stress
Angry and upset
Problems from the day we met
Crying when left alone
Cast out, I have been stoned
Set apart from the rest
Not among the best of the best
Did you come to watch me burn alive
To live each day I must strive
Always rooting for me to give in
Fighting this battle I will never win
Sit on the bed, get out my blade
Close my eyes and let the world fade
Another incision another slice
Please dear god, let this cut take my life
But know that this one was for you
Because I know you wanted me to
So to my dearest mother
And also to my druggie brother
Know this and know it well
When the sun id down and the clock hits twelve
I will be here holding this letter
And know that things could've been better
Know your name will be on my wrist
And you will be one I will not miss
So to my mother, I tell you this today
And this time listen to what I say
Don't ever again hurt me
The bruises and scars you can still see
I'm tired of the abuse
I've learned protecting myself is no use
You get through my walls and tear them down
And this is why I'm on the ground
The law will do nothing, so tonight I will
My blood I know I will have to spill
Twelve will be the special hour
Because over this you have no power
So as this cold razor hits my skin
Ending this battle, I would bound to never win
As I lay drowning in this puddle of red
Looking at the scars where my arms once bled
That's where you can find your name
Written and etched deep into my vein
Then you can read this letter and get it through your head
You're the reason of why I'm dead...
