It's slowly killing me
I'm a messy ghost
Leaving footprints in my life
Making that effort
To convince people
That I am who they
Think that I am
But I'm not
They can't see
The emptiness
The drain that leads to
Nowhere
Where my emotions
Go down, down, down.
To the depths of... Somewhere.
Somewhere that I don't
Really know, or understand
Perhaps one day they will see
What's happening
I doubt it
I'm just the messy ghost
Pretending to be me.