THe ReAl MeE..

You look at me, but you don't really see.
You think I'm a funny girl that loves MTV.
I am both of those I have to admit,
but many of times I'd like to cut my wrists.
I paint my nails black and write about suicide.
I wonder if you'd care If I ever died.
You hear me speak, but you don't really listen.
You don't know the side of me thats missing.
I fall for boys very easily,
and often people tease me.
I'd tell them to go to hell,
but I know thats bad.
I want them to stop making me feel so sad.
I love songs that scream and talk about death.
If I'd die today I'd tell everyone how I feel with my last breath.
I'm different than everyone else,
but thats something only I can see.
Everyone else just thinks I'm a freak.
Slowly, but surely you'll soon find out
who is the real me.