I try....

I try to hide the pain
behind each and every smile
on my face I paint

I try to hide the tears
or at least hold them back
but it doesn't work when Ive been hiding them for years

I try to act like I'm alright
but really the all see I'm not
at least I think they see I'm not but still I put up a decent fight

I try to act like life is amazing
that all the things that go wrong
Me its barely fazing

I try to hide the hurt inside
but all I do is cry
I just cant live like this when still in the end my life is a lie