Sitting in my room
sobbing without control
seeing only one option
taking the knife
setting it on my wrist
closing my eyes
so I can't see how deep
pushing hard
and slitting across
feeling pain
watching blood escape
feeling it's still not enough
setting the knife
gently to my throat
I cry uncontrollably
not even realizing
what I'm about to do
taking in one last breath
it goes into my throat
I slowly fall to the floor
along with all of my hurt and pain
my blood mixing in
with all of my tears
I quietly whisper "I'm sorry"
barely conscious
but having enough strength
to take the knife one more time
one more painful stab
then that's it.
pains gone, so is life
and everything I'd wanted
realizing my mistake
but now it's too late
I take the last strike
and the knife
falls to the floor
along with my hand
my pain, hurt
everything I've ever felt
and now my life
is gone and done with
