I never said goodbye

You went to the hospital
Two weeks ago
You told your dad you didn't
Want me to see you like that
I listened and I didn't go see you
I thought you would come home
You didn't,
You left without saying goodbye
I didn't want to see you weak
Because it wouldn't be you
You are strong, stronger than what
They said you were.
I didn't want to hurt
I didn't say goodbye
Because I didn't want to see you weak
I was selfish
And the worst part about it
Is that....
I listened to you and didn't go see you
I let you leave without saying goodbye.