Thank You For the Farewell.

Left heartbroken.
Feeling so heavily betrayed.
I was told to learn to trust.
and I began to one day.

That day that I found you.
That day that I started to live again.
Then It all dropped,
when you stabbed me in the back
and then...

It's over.
I can't take it anymore.
All this petty shit,
leaving me locked outside your back door.

You make up most of me,
I wiped the rest aside for you.
I thought you did the same for me,
but I am starting to realize that isn't true.

Thank you making me feel special for this long.
Thank you for giving me a reason to live,
and to avoid ever writing this depressing song.

But now you have betrayed me.
You have proved to be just like the rest.
Thank you for trying to cover it up.
Because finding out the hard way really puts my mentality to a test.

I don't know what to do right now.
I have no way to vent or let loose.
You talk of how I am your way of doing so,
but I think a new one is what you will need to choose.

Knotted, twisting, convulsing stomach is turning.
My hands are shaking uncontrollably,
and I just don't know what to do.

Thank you for this.