Im tired of

I'm tired of wondering if these tears are all that I deserve
If I should just give up on love and keep my heart on reserve

I'm tired of thinking that this is all that I'm worth
the pain I feel and the way I'm always hurt

I'm tired of thinking that pain is all I will ever feel
because its came to the point it doesn't make me feel real

I'm tired of feeling like all I am is nothing
when I at least to deserve to feel like something

I'm tired of crying every night listening to the same damn sad songs
just tired of sitting here feel like all I do is wrong