I thought i knew who i was,
I thought i knew what i was,
And i thought i knew you!
You were the one i would turn to,
You went away for two weeks,
but when you came back it was different,
It was like the first time we met,
So weird we didnt know what to say,
incase we made a fool of our selves,
You notice that all the colour has gone from my face and the sparkle that once was in my eyes was gone,
I tell you it wont be back for a long time,
You yell at me like i am a child and dont know what i feel,
I feel empty and i need you as my best friend to be here for me,
to hug me and tell me its going to be okay,
because you will be there every step of the way,
But you dont,
You yell and scream,
Im in shock what have i done?
Is it wrong for me to expect you to care?
I thought you would be there for me no matter what,
Wasnt that the deal???
You storm out of my house and your last words are "dont ever talk to me again you selfish emo b***h!"
Slam the door and leave!
I sit on the couch,
And just cry,
I look at myself in the mirror,
This is it cruel world,
Now let me go i dont belong here any more just leave me alone!!!
But i cant do this any more.
I dont want to do this any more
I dont want to feel this pain and empty, lonely feeling i feel every day of my life!
maybe it'll change?
Maybe it wont.
But im not going to sit here and wait.
~ i know this isnt that good i just needed to write it all down ~
