You can sit here and feel the pain
The pain left from a past
that is already broken
but you think to yourself, why?
Why do you still linger in my mind
Why are you on my mind
How long am I gonna fight it
Fight what I know cant be and wont be, I cant
I wont because If I do Ill regret it
We were never meant to be
Im suppose to be happy right now
But Im not for some odd reason
My guy, the one Im with
The perfect guy I have waited for
Is in the palm of my hands
and Im afraid that I asked for love to soon
I said yes to him for all the wrong reasons
When sadly I might still be in love with you, I dont want to be
But I think its because I still care about you deeply but I dont want to love you I wont
Why do I feel like I do then if I dont want to love you?