Couldn\'t see it

My heart is racing and i don\\\'t know why...
all i did was think of you and my mind when blank...
i went weak at the knees...
and fell to the ground cry ed \\\" please lord make him love me back...\\\"
i didn\\\'t even know i loved him...

how could it have been so
blind to me for so many years...
and why didn\\\'t i feel it before....
was it because the love wasn\\\'t there...

or could it have been we want what we can\\\'t see....
and now that you are no longer around... i can see what was right in front of me before...

it\\\'s true i have pushed so many away but maybe it\\\'s because i was waiting for you...
maybe my heart knew the love was there but i couldn\\\'t see it.....