I have become so fake.

I hate the person that i've become,
I've become so fake,
But i cant change now,
I dont know how much more i can take.

Pretending to be friendly,
And acting like i care,
The person i used to be,
Is now no longer there.

Some day i must show the real me,
But for now im in disguise,
They dont know how unhappy i am,
Because my smile is full of lies.

I want to change beleive me,
But then you will be mad,
Because i have betrayed you,
I'll live my life being sad.