Tears fall with the rhythm of the rain
Rough winds show so much pain
Trying to figure out what went wrong
Trying to figure out if I belong
Scared to death of life
Feels like a thousand stabbing knives
Though you can't tell
I am living in your Hell
Crying myself to sleep every night
Knowing this isn't right
I wish you will see
What it does to me
When we fight
I am afraid to turn out the light
I don't know what you will do
I am scared of what will happen to you
Lying in my bed holding on to my pillow
thinking of happy things like the color yellow
Finally it's over and I try to sleep
but the pain is still in me way down deep
