Can't let this chance pass

All this time, I haven't find the real care
So, in my heart I swear
"This time promise I would never fall again"
Coz afraid to feel the same pain
For I always commit the same thing
Sacrifices, risk and crying
Constantly repeated over and over
And it's really hard to recover
I know it's hard to control this feeling
But this time I swear, I won't let love rule
I know its kindda fool
But I hate the feeling of hurting
So from now on I won't let love enter
But months pass and here comes a stranger
Trying to cross and break the boundary
Razing the walls I thought was stronger
Now I cant find the real serenity
For I have learn to love a complete stranger
"Oh God I swear, this time it will be the last...
For I just can't let this chance, love pass"