Too late

I'm sure I've changed not for the good
I mean after five years I would
I constantly try to put a smile on your face
But all I got was a frown the smile was misplaced
I've always loved but it couldn't be shown
Cause after you left I was alone
I wa s the outcast and loved it there
No-one to worry about no-one to care
No-one to make me feel special or unique
No-one for me to show any affection that meant I was weak
I had myself and I was content with that
I stopped feeling and hid like a bat
No-one knew me so theyy gave their definition
I didn't care when there was the constant rejection
I cayse pain to all the world that disappoint me
And now you're here I wish I could see
You're forcing me to come out my shell
That scares me"what the hell"
I wished you could have saved me way before
It's too late I've lost the key to open the door.

Aunt I'm sorry but I've made a home in this shell.