You really didnt back

The Coffins Closing
My body's Exploding
My heart is pounding
everyones surrounding
they look at me,
just look at what they see
they start to laugh
cause I'm walking in there path
i feel so alone
I'm just losing my tone
i cant even speak
cause the cats got my tongue
and I'm trying to run
but every-time i leave
it is her that i see......

"hey. I'm really sorry and i don't know how to say this."
as i read this
i sit and make a fist
and got so pissed
that i threw up and missed
i didn't get the toilet i got the floor
i cant even walk, i hit the door

"but i just don't want to be in a relationship right now."
well fine I'm the cow
that was on the prowl
looking for a girl to become his mate
and you came for the date,
and said you love me
and hugged me
but now thats a lie
so when i cry
it brings another tear
for the day that went by

"i know it sounds really stupid and stuff but i just don't want to hurt you even more then i am by staying in the relationship longer."
Well thats nice, who's stronger
i think its you, cause its me you just conquered
you had my heart baby,
you where the one to save me
but you ripped me out, I'm hurting here Katie

"please don't hate me. love you. Katie"
Well maybe
i wouldn't hate you if u didn't lie
and squash my insides
like i was another bug fly
i still love you, with everything i got
and i really mean it, cause i love everything you are, and everything your not..

I love you girl
you where my world
and so much more
and as i lay on this floor
being swept like a chore
i see you right there
with no sympathy are care
You hurt me so very much
how did i give you so much trust
and you just left to rust
but i must
Somehow get back on my feet
brush my shoulders, and get back in my seat
but i cant even breathe
just the thought of us to achieve
and just to see you leave
gives me pain like you'd never believe...

I love you Katie...
But i guess..u really didn't back...