At night I cry,
By day I die.
About all of this, I have to lie.
My tears they fall,
and then I crawl,
blood rushes out, nearly all.
I start to feel dizzy,
then go to sleep.
But somebody finds me,
My promise I cant keep.
i wont hurt myself,
ill be fine, I promise.
The lies that I say.
They believe me everyday.
I\'m lying in a bed.
Still dizzy in the head.
Why are they crying?
Its not as if they care.
Its not as if any of them where ever there.
Its too late, I heard them say.
They tried but I\'m leaving today.
I\'m sorry I couldn\'t take the shit,
Tonight I felt like leaving it.