Girl in a Locket

I\'ve just returned
I\'ve been on holiday with you
With you and all your family
It was the best time of my life but im crying

I hate that everything around me makes me so happy, yet at the same time it just reminds me of how it will all end

I want it all
I want to be yours forever
You said we could do it
But you dont want it really, its not important to you

I hate that i can picture myself in 10 years married to you with a beautiful child, yet i know it will never happen

I smile at you
I cry as soon as youre gone
As soon as you make excuses
Just to get some time alone, to escape the love

I hate that you try to distance yourself from me because you think it will make it easier in the future for me

I have fun
You make me happy
Happy that someone finally cares
Cares enough to hold my scared shaking body

I hate that your cousins have lockets with a picture of me, the girl they want to become, the girl you\'ll want out of your life one day

And i dont know what to do

Everything in my life is you

It could be perfect

But its not what you want

And i doubt it ever will be