To the 3 people who destroyed my life

Of all the people in my life
Three shall never be forgot.
Three who put me through such pain
Who destroyed me, left me to rot.
Three family members
who enjoyed my pain,
To this day I know not
What they had to gain,
I write this piece for them
The abusive ghosts of my past
The thoughts of whom I wish
From my mind I could cast.

Father I don't know what to say
You hurt me in so many ways
Beat me and insulted me
I still have flashbacks to those days.
You convinced me I was evil
Be a failure not matter how I try
Drove me to self-harm
And to think that I should die.
Just leave me alone now please
You won long ago,
Destroyed my life
Filled me with pain and woe.

Mother you just ignored him
Let him beat me black and blue,
Why did you do nothing?
Not save me from all he put me through?
I helped you many a time
When his violence got too much.
But I know you didn't care for me,
You even told me such.
Ignoring my existence
Leaving me to fend for myself,
Not caring what happened
Caring only for your wealth.

Marc I truly hate you
For all you did to me,
From the memories of that one act
I know I shall never be free.
I cannot accept what you did
Have never told a soul
But because of it
I shall never again be whole.
I hope you rot in hell for what you did
Hope it haunts you until you die
You were once my older brother,
But to you I now say good-bye.

Of all the people in my life
Three shall never be forgot.
Three who put me through such pain
Who destroyed me, left me to rot.
You turned me into what I now am
A suicidal depressed freak,
Because of you I can do little
And my future looks forever bleak.
I cannot trust others
And get trapped within the past,
Can feel nothing of the present
And no not how long I can last.

I do not hate any off you
Hate only what you did.
You took away my entire life
Destroyed me when I was a mere kid.