Does Everyone Want Me to Die?

Does everyone want me to die? People treat me like I don't deserve to be alive. My mom acts like, she hates me. People love to betray me. What did I do wrong?

I don't understand why people just want me to die. People I thought cared me, really hate me. I really don't understand, what I did. Why do I have to go through so much pain? I don't want to die at this age. I know have great family and friends. But sometimes it feels like I'm all alone. It feels like I'm not supposed to be happy. At I'm always happy around Gavin.

The only thing would really kill me, is if someone took Gavin away from me.