So crazy

Maybe im so insecure,.. because of you.
You say it\'s all my fault it was one time
i swore i\'d never do that again.
I don\'t want to kiss you anymore.
I can\'t stand being around you,
just the thought of you
makes me sick in my stomach.
I try so hard to be with you,
but everything i do, it\'s never good enough.
I\'m sorry for the way i am,
you\'ve helped make me like this,
it\'s your fault not mine. I said i was sorry.
Once i stop breathing i wont love you anymore.
I must sound stupid for saying that,
but it\'s from what\'s on my mind.
Your not going to make me cry anymore,
your not going to make me scared.
I wont let you do that, i\'ll put a stop to it now.
I don\'t need you. I don\'t want to be together anymore.
And i\'m not sorry, i hope it does hurt you.
Almost as much as you ever did to me.