Why

Why is it all these thoughts go though my head
why is love so hard
why is does the feel like only two of us in it
why is it that i have to be away from the one i love,be so far apart
why do i push away the ones i love
why is that i hurt the close ones to me
why do i feel like all my emotions are mixed up
why whats wrong with me
why do i think i shouldn't be happy,was it the way i was brought up
why do so many guys like me
why now when before they hated me i am scared i can't control them
why i am scared i can't control me
why whats with them
why are they comming on to me
why don't they stop
why can't i tell someone whats happening too me
why i don't want to worry them
why i just want it to stop
why do i have to delete all contact to them
why why why
©Carly J Gifford