Why does it feel like you don't care anymore
when you obviously do
is it because you seem scared
and like you don't know how to help me through?
is it because i think you are going to leave me
because all my problems are too much
and you think that this is a game I'm playing
and its my fault life is tough
do you understand that i don't want this problem
just as much as you do?
do you get that this wasn't my choice
and that it was a sad shock to me too?
I hope you know i never meant to hurt
both you and myself
but this is a feeling i cant control
and because of that have made our friendship hell
i wish i could turn back time and pretend that i am tough
but i thought friendship was based on honesty?
i guess not
I'm sorry that thats not enough
the countless times i have apologized
seems they don't matter
the endless tears I've cried
leaving my inside battered.
I want to be free of this problem
and just move on
i want us to be fine again
and enjoy times having fun
i know you don't like hearing it but thanks for being there
for listening to me
when i thought life wasn't fair
i am sorry i have burdened you
and i know sorry is probably not enough
again thank you for being there
and i promise from now on
i will try to be tough
