My Secret Job

*My secret Job*

The Pain That she Causes me
At times. ignorancy She shows,
Then the ignorancy i show
and the pain that continues to grow

I let myself be hurt without a care
cuz i only want to see her pain
cuz i only want to help her Pain
ignoring the pain in my domain

ignoring the pain my heart has
i only try to aid her heart Thorn
For i am that thorn that makes her agonize
Im the Thorn that makes her Mourn

and although she is my torment
i leave my Pain Alone
I let myself be tortured
i let it be on my own

i put her before me
so that at the end.. she is to survive
so at the end....
she would be the last to be alive

so at the end... she is free
free from this torture
that is caused by me

for my pain is obsolutely pointless
for my pain goes last
and she goes before me
for at the end... she will surpass

she will surpass this ever ending torment
for a have a secret job to do....
it is to sacrafise my heart...
to save yours... thats my promise to you...

(by : Jose Samuel Lemus Alberto)