I'm sitting here trying to reason with you
Although you don't know i'm crying
Tears are streaming down my face
My lips tasting my salty tears
As I tell you not to want me
I don't need another person
To make me feel guilty
To let me know
All the mistakes I seem to be making
Including all the smiles I continue to fake
I can't help pretending
It's all I can do to keep people away
I'm sick of the taste of tears
Sick of waking to mascara covered faces
Sick of sobbing into my pillow
Late at night when I'm left all alone
When I push you all away
The only way I can protect you
From all the pain and hurt I hide
I can't even say goodbye
Too scared at what I might cause
So alone I stay
After you're all gone
Again i'll sob into my pillow
My only secret keeper
The only one who sees my tears fall
And is still there to wipe them away
When I'm all cried out.
Sorry everyone not my best. This was kind of written about the moment im in right now. Not doing the best.
